Next week, "Joe" is moving back to where he came from: Arizona. He's been living in SLC for a little over a month now, so I'm mostly used to the fact that I only get to see him every once in a while. It used to be two or three times a week, then it narrowed down to once a week, and lately it's been once every two weeks. He's been working a lot lately so I hardly can get a hold of him, but all this has made it easier to not get too attached. When we are together, though, everything's normal and he's as sweet as ever... If I'm upset when I'm talking to him over Facebook or text, he always offers for me to call anytime, even at 2am. "Joe's" the kind of guy that you see flirting around with lots of girls, so when he sticks to just one for a while, it makes you feel really special. So, he does what he can to keep me around and I like that, but come next week I bet it'll change.
Being with "Joe" for this short time has been nice, I got to experience a different kind of person after dating Jay for two years.
I still talk to "Jay" every once in a while, but I'm the one that initiates the conversation. He seems disinterested in what I have to say, which is rough because he says we're still friends so that's what I do, I talk to him as any friend would. I can't just give up on him because he was my best friend throughout high school, so I told him everything then, and I'm still used to that. I am currently working on telling my girl friends everything instead, especially "Seashell" because she goes to school with me :)
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